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Sunday, October 31, 2010
Aaaaaaaaaaaaawright!
Hey guys, guess who's back! I've decided to restore this thing to it's final order. There are few changes, mostly fixes. As you may see it's a little more conservative/mature, yet still holding to that slight immature feel.
"Why dig up the past?" you might ask. Well, tonight I was feeling interesting emotions and decided I needed a journal. A few things came to my mind: I am horrible at writing; I am on the internet way more then I should be; I should keep a journal online; I already have one; Why not bring it back from the dark netherregions in which it crawled to? So, here it is. Ta-dah!
As I will keep the name of this blog as well as my blogger nickname, there are changes I hope will take effect. Number one: if you have read this blog in the past, you remember how "interesting" it was. Well you can forget about that. I'm not erasing what I wrote, but I give you fair warning to those venturing into the past blogs on here:
*WARNING* You will not like what you see, no matter how much you want to know about my past. Do NOT venture through those dark times unless you really think youre prepared for shock. *WARNING*
Number two: There will be much more then ranting and raving, although there may still be some of that also.
Number three: I hope to go in depth to what is happening in my life, my feelings, the good, the bad, and yes, the ugly. However, hopefully it will be filled with more joy then sorrow, only time will tell.
Well, it's late, this post is long enough. For those who are following along, I appreciate it. Please feel free to email me at superman1005@yahoo.com if you have any private comments, concerns or questions.
Have a great night kids!
Peace.
Hey guys, guess who's back! I've decided to restore this thing to it's final order. There are few changes, mostly fixes. As you may see it's a little more conservative/mature, yet still holding to that slight immature feel.
"Why dig up the past?" you might ask. Well, tonight I was feeling interesting emotions and decided I needed a journal. A few things came to my mind: I am horrible at writing; I am on the internet way more then I should be; I should keep a journal online; I already have one; Why not bring it back from the dark netherregions in which it crawled to? So, here it is. Ta-dah!
As I will keep the name of this blog as well as my blogger nickname, there are changes I hope will take effect. Number one: if you have read this blog in the past, you remember how "interesting" it was. Well you can forget about that. I'm not erasing what I wrote, but I give you fair warning to those venturing into the past blogs on here:
*WARNING* You will not like what you see, no matter how much you want to know about my past. Do NOT venture through those dark times unless you really think youre prepared for shock. *WARNING*
Number two: There will be much more then ranting and raving, although there may still be some of that also.
Number three: I hope to go in depth to what is happening in my life, my feelings, the good, the bad, and yes, the ugly. However, hopefully it will be filled with more joy then sorrow, only time will tell.
Well, it's late, this post is long enough. For those who are following along, I appreciate it. Please feel free to email me at superman1005@yahoo.com if you have any private comments, concerns or questions.
Have a great night kids!
Peace.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Well....months again since I last posted on here...sorry guys. A lot has happened...almost too much to tell. Most of you talk to me, so I dont have to tell you what's been goin on since Memorial Day...haha.
Well...tonight's post wont be so happy, or full of awesome stuff....it's gonna be a vent tonight...so if you dont wanna read my venting, dont read past here.
It's weird how history repeats itself...and I can totally recognize it now that I know what it is. Some is good....some is bad...tonight is about the bad. I hate it when I let myself fall back into the traps that I once fought when I was first learning the ropes to be who I am now. It almost makes me sick that I find it hard to get out of the feelings again...maybe cause it's been so long. I don't know...I always feel like I'm well on my way, eye on the prize, nothing could go wrong...THEN!!!...at the last stretch...something trips me, and I make that horrible tumble, letting everyone else pass me by, only to finish near the end.
I know that I can jump over the obstacle....even run around it if I have to...but for some reason I just dont...I see it, think about dodging it, then just shrug and take the plunge...the plunge to lose. I know what you're all saying..."That really sucks.", and yes...it does really suck. I don't know what's wrong with me...and I definatly dont know why I cant do what I know I need to, to just miss the obstacle all together, let alone catch myself from falling if I do hit a snare. Nope...I just go right down into the dirt, getting scraped and cut, only to realize the humiliation of defeat again, and again....and again.
I also tell myself to just forget about it...cause number one it's drama that I dont need...number two, Im leaving on my mission soon, so who cares?! Number three, eternal perspective is the key....but that is where this may have a connection....but not for a LOOOONG while. All I have to do is get myself over it...and realize Im just being stupid...and I'll be cool.
Alright...enough ranting, Im out...........................................peace.......................................
Well...tonight's post wont be so happy, or full of awesome stuff....it's gonna be a vent tonight...so if you dont wanna read my venting, dont read past here.
It's weird how history repeats itself...and I can totally recognize it now that I know what it is. Some is good....some is bad...tonight is about the bad. I hate it when I let myself fall back into the traps that I once fought when I was first learning the ropes to be who I am now. It almost makes me sick that I find it hard to get out of the feelings again...maybe cause it's been so long. I don't know...I always feel like I'm well on my way, eye on the prize, nothing could go wrong...THEN!!!...at the last stretch...something trips me, and I make that horrible tumble, letting everyone else pass me by, only to finish near the end.
I know that I can jump over the obstacle....even run around it if I have to...but for some reason I just dont...I see it, think about dodging it, then just shrug and take the plunge...the plunge to lose. I know what you're all saying..."That really sucks.", and yes...it does really suck. I don't know what's wrong with me...and I definatly dont know why I cant do what I know I need to, to just miss the obstacle all together, let alone catch myself from falling if I do hit a snare. Nope...I just go right down into the dirt, getting scraped and cut, only to realize the humiliation of defeat again, and again....and again.
I also tell myself to just forget about it...cause number one it's drama that I dont need...number two, Im leaving on my mission soon, so who cares?! Number three, eternal perspective is the key....but that is where this may have a connection....but not for a LOOOONG while. All I have to do is get myself over it...and realize Im just being stupid...and I'll be cool.
Alright...enough ranting, Im out...........................................peace.......................................
Monday, May 29, 2006
Memorial Day...what a great holiday! I can't think of any other holiday worth more of our respects than Memorial Day. I wish I could go to Arlington Cemetary tomorrow, to pay my respects and just realize how many died for our freedom. I want to go visit the precidio in San Francisco, and go see Pearl Harbor. I can't tell you more, how proud I am to be an American, because people have died to ensure our country is the greatest.
Tonight, a group of us watched Pearl Harbor, and yes...I did cry. However, I didn't cry because of the sappy parts...I cried when the sailor Cuba Gooding Jr. portraid, saluted the casket of his decieced Captain. Honor is what I see and feel when I look at the troops, when I hear about them, or even when I think about them. I love our troops, and want to just kick in the face of those who think differently.
As you read this, I ask you to please...take some time this Memorial Day, and even after, to just remember. Remember WHY we have this great country to live in and HOW we have kept it a great country. I solute those braver than I who go out everyday and fight, train, or prepare to be in any of the U.S. Forces.
Thanks for reading this kids, and remember....remember all of the sacrafices made for this country.
Happy Memorial Day.
Older Crap
Tonight, a group of us watched Pearl Harbor, and yes...I did cry. However, I didn't cry because of the sappy parts...I cried when the sailor Cuba Gooding Jr. portraid, saluted the casket of his decieced Captain. Honor is what I see and feel when I look at the troops, when I hear about them, or even when I think about them. I love our troops, and want to just kick in the face of those who think differently.
As you read this, I ask you to please...take some time this Memorial Day, and even after, to just remember. Remember WHY we have this great country to live in and HOW we have kept it a great country. I solute those braver than I who go out everyday and fight, train, or prepare to be in any of the U.S. Forces.
Thanks for reading this kids, and remember....remember all of the sacrafices made for this country.
Happy Memorial Day.