Take On Me.....Please?

Holy crap.....its been a while since i last posted. Well, so much and so little has happened in my life, but im not going to bore you in my affairs. I keep on talking about my one rule in life, "I will make sure my friends have fun before I do". It keeps on being brought up for some odd reason. It kind of makes me really think, is that really what I want? YES! Yes it is. Some people wonder why I always talk about hanging out and then separate myself from everyone. Well, I am there as a backup. If youre not having fun, come to me, but if I see everyone having fun, I will go on my own and just think about stuff. Its fine, its the way I am, some people are worried about me, haha. It is just the way I do things. I think I have a chemical imbalance in my brain that makes me depressed. It might not be anything seriouse, or worth medical attention, but enough for me to think about taking Zoloff (Yay little "o" guy from the commercials!). Well, I ended up talking about my life, haha, but oh well. It's MY blog, so I dont care. I miss my friends. I havent really hung out with them in a while. I got sick and then I became totally anti-social. Now, im just workin on it. Oh man, Im so confused over everything. I know what my life needs, but I want to do what my mind needs, and that is a trip. A trip to anywhere, preferably LA or Hawaii, but anywhere will do. Anywhere where i can hit on chicks and not care about it...oh man that sounds bad, but I MEAN IT! Well, Im stuck here, so im goin to bed. Give me somethings to write about kids! DO IT! You know you want to. Aight, Im outty...........Peace............