Take On Me.....Please?

Wow...things have changed. They arent what they're cracked up to be. School sucks, I dont hang out with many people anymore, and not much with the person I really want to hang out with. Then again...she is super busy. I really just want to get away. I want to go on a mission soooo bad. If i could leave on a mission right now I would. That would be so awesome. I cant say enough how much i envy Jerimaiah and Tyler. They are so lucky. A year seems so far away, but i guess im going to have to wait. Right now i kinda feel alone. I know that comment will probobly make people mad, but its kinda true. Whenever i want to hang out people cant hang out or they are doing something that i feel wouldnt be fun. I dont know, maybe i am just overreacting, but life is getting kind of boring. I really need my license. Maybe thats why i am feeling like this. I bet thats it, but until my parents "feel" like it is the right time for me to get my license, my life is gonna be pretty crappy. I bet people are going to say "youre not alone. Im here for you". What does that mean, "Im here for you". You say that, but do you mean it? I just realized what that i have been doing the same thing, but now i mean it. I really mean it when i say that. If you need me for something, I'll be there. If you want to say something, leave a comment.........peace........