Take On Me.....Please?

Great...my Nazi parents are yet again taking over my effing life. I'm sure ive said it before, but ive only done five things of my liking this stupid summer. I start school in two weeks and all my friends are slipping off to school, or going on missions. My Senior summer was supposed to be the best. I had so many plans, roadtrips, long nights, short days. What the eff happened?! Im frickin done. I wanna go away. I wanna go where the beaches are bare and the water is clear. I thought about suicide today, why people would do it, and what would happen if i did it. I doubt i would ever get close to acting on it, but i just wonder. If i do live through this month, Im not gonna do one thing that my dad says to do. Ill be 18 and live all my summer dreams in two weeks. Im gonna go now. Have a good life who ever reads this. Bye.