Take On Me.....Please?

Well...i had a nervouse break down today........................and how old am i? Only effin 17! I dont know what came over me. I was getting yelled at, people were yakkin in my ear, i was being distracted...and poof, i put my head in my hands and started crying. Then after about five minutes of that, i went into the bathroom and cried over the sink for about 10 more minutes. Im such a frikin sissy. Why do i break into these effin emotions? Why do i have so much stress in my life. I know most of it has been brought upon me by my stupid effin mistakes, but no one else seems to be trying to help. My parents yell at me a lot, my friends have seemed to grow away from me, all my teachers are being eff heads and i dont know what to do about it. Dont you hate it that it takes a nervous breakdown for your friends to comfort you? To try and help, and not when they see your just a little discouraged? IT TAKES AN EFFIN NERVOUSE BREAK DOWN! This makes me want to go away all the more. I just want to leave. Go somewhere where i can be alone, have some fun and relaxe. Is it too much to ask for fun and relaxation? oh well, i guess it is.

yours who's lost his effin mind,

-Fish