Take On Me.....Please?

I found out my problem! Let it be told 'round the world! Well kids, you wanna know what it shwas? I tell you what it shwas. I lost the feeling of fun. I forgot HOW to have fun. I just stopped seeing the fun in things. The only thing i find joy in...i cant have. I will tell you what that is. I want to be with lisa. I want to just be with her, for all time. I might be way too over my head, but i thought about it and she makes me happy. Honestly, i feel so complete with her around...oh well. I cant have her. I'm not sure if it is because she doesnt want a boyfriend, or CANT have one. I really dont know which it is, but i miss her warmth. I miss holding her in my arms, knowing that whatever happened next, i would be able to handle it with her there. Maybe im insane, but it is true. Well, now that I know, and you kids know, i'm not sure what will happen next, but i still am depressed. Poor me! Man im pathetic. Alright. Ill think about it more and see what i can do. For now, God be with you........peace........