Take On Me.....Please?

Man......why is this world so dumb? its filled with dumb people who think dumb things and act really idiotic. I'm one of them.
I just want to know why. I dont want to be one of them, but now i dont know what to feel. I dont know how to think, or act. I want to be different, but when i look at it....wanting to be different is being the same as everyone else. why the eff is that? why do we stoop so low as to be the same....the same drabbling idiot who says the stupidest things and lies. I need help. I need to leave this place. I need to go and be forgotten, start a new life. I want to just go. If i would go, please dont frett over me. I would miss you guys dearly, but i dont want you to worry about me, about the friend who you once new, but would never see again. I just dont get it.......................