Take On Me.....Please?

..................................Why am i here? I have no reason. I just dont know what i am ment for in this life. All i seem to be is a troublesome bother. I pest all my friends for rides. I cause stress in other's lives. I dont know anyone who truly loves me. I want to be loved. I want to KNOW that i am loved by someone. I want to KNOW my purpose in this life...............I think im gonna earn money to go run away to Hawaii. I just could use a nice trip. Away from here. Away from all the troubles of the world. I dont want to be here. I have no reason, others have no reason, so why am i still here? Someone, please answer my plea and take me from this place. I hope you all have better lives than i do.........................