Take On Me.....Please?

Man, my days just get crappier and crappier...... I really am doin bad today. If you saw me today, you would know that i didnt want to be alive........but i dont want to die. I have such mixed feelings....... I dont know what to do. I am so confused about life.....in general. Yeah........whatever. I guess i'll just go through my pointless life, just walkin around, taking in the crap they teach us at school. The only class i really need is Math. Math is good. Math is fun. Math is where i feel good. Disneyland is also where i feel good. I need peace. I need to get away from everyone, away from life. I want to just go......go and go and never stop. I wanna be someplace new, someplace to just be, be myself. Yeah, thats where i want to be. I want to go there so bad, yet, the vile (vile and evil are spelt the same) monster that is life has consumed me. Now im just another one of those shapeless, emotionless blobs that people in general have become, going through life, doing the same thing every day, day after day, after day. Well, I hope I can go to that place, I hope I can go there soon. I'll miss you kids, miss you all. I hope you have a much better time in life than i have. God speed and may He be with you till we meet again. Peace.......